Ok.
Fuck this.
Option 1: Be friends with you, to stay in your life and probably hurt you in the next 6 months or so.
Option 2: Leave you to your life, which I know you can live without me. But, I will probably feel like I'm being stabbed every time I think of you for the next 6 months or so.


In short.
Hurt me, or hurt you.


Which do you think I'd pick?

Perhaps for the last time, I'm done trying, I'm done making a fool of myself, I've had enough. I'm really sorry.