I don't want to go back to where I was - Nothing more than nothing.

I realize I'm nothing but crap. Nothing but...... nothing. I wish I could hide the way I feel, about you, about everything. Because I think, I may have already fallen too deep to bring myself to get away from you. It’s not like my feelings would matter to anyone now. I just wish, one day, when I look back, I’ll see myself, smile and said, “I’m glad you happened.”

Yeah right.
I wish.
I hope I won't regret this.
I think I'm really Fallin' For You.