I'm not going to look back at the past, forward looking. Each time, hoping for something good to happen. Whatever the future may bring, I just hope that I'll have enough courage to move on forth, and face what challenges may come.

I'm going to leave the past behind. You, him, and everything. I want to make this worth it, worth all the endured silence, the pain, and such. To be able to look back and smile at the past, regardless how tough, hard or cruel it may be....

Someday, I'll bring that genuine smile back; and hope everything will be alright.




Someday.