Nobody said it was going to be this difficult. Everyday I find myself short of time and on the verge of crying (I’m on a roll) but I keep rushing and I keep pushing anyway (there is simply no other way around it, is there?). I know exactly what I hope to achieve but just don’t see a way of getting there (and this scares me in a way I’ve never imagined possible).

I tell myself to keep going, keep going.