Updates:

Firstly, I MISSED BLOGGING! No, honestly. I missed doing so, it’s been like just a few hours? A day, or so? Gosh, I sound like some lovesick person. Well, on and off, I’ve been busy. Somehow there’s always a pile of work waiting for me to complete. There never seemed to be enough time for even a slightest rest. (Yes, blogging is not a form of rest! It’s part and parcel of my daily ‘To-Do List’.) Sigh. After all that’s above, which was some random crap, I just wanted to keep this post short. Okay, with everything that’s going on, I’m just too tired.
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I'll just hurt you again. The same way I did before. The same way I always do. I know myself. I don't trust myself. Confidence doesn't change anything. It's just who I am. I just..... don't want to hurt you again. I don't want to hurt you.... any more than I already have. It’s hard for me, as it was hard for you, to forget and to move on. I asked for time, but time waits for no man. I’ll be just the only one left behind, afraid.

Life is funny at times, brings us all laughter, yet so cruelly break ties that we all held on so dear. I don’t trust anything anymore, I don’t trust myself. There’s nothing worth, all the things, all for naught. You’re the one who gave up first, so don’t make a move to mend this our broken relationship, it clearly held a cents worth to you, to the both of us.

I want to let go, but I can’t. I’m not so strong as to be able to hold myself up when everything’s down, and I can’t smile when their backs’ are all turned on me.

(Please, just leave me be.)