Once upon a time I thought I could make everyone happy. I thought, maybe if I could make them laugh and smile enough they'd just forget all their problems. But simply smiling and laughing isn't enough to cure the hurt and pain hiding inside. I've tried.

In the end, I always ruin everything for everybody. I realize I'm nothing but crap.
Nothing but...... nothing.


From tomorrow onwards I will put this behind me.

There is no room for delusional thoughts or fanciful musing.

There is no room for my insecurities anymore.

I will bury them all. I will love myself.