All my life, there was just me and my dreams. I've never thought that I'll ever feel this way, never knew how life would turn out. Well but nobody ever knew what would happen. Nobody could prevent it from happening. Everything was so perfect, everything was laid out perfectly, too perfect if you ask me.

How many times must I explain myself? About a million? I guess even if I did, you wouldn’t care. What have I done… done wrong? I want to run from everything. Anywhere’s fine! Just away from this, mess. I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders. What can you do when your good isn't good enough? When all that you touch tumbles down? I don’t know anymore. If you know, tell me! I want to fix my mistakes.

Life isn’t fair. I always known this, but now… When I see this, I start tearing, because I’m afraid. What I’m afraid of, I don’t know. I’m as lost a you are, I don’t know the reasons behind the tears, behind the feelings I get.

How many times must I apologize? What must I do, to make up for my past mistakes?
I can't take broken wings, and learn to fly.. I can't risk the dangers of what's unknown, and laid out for me in the future...