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Sunday, May 08, 2011

You know the feeling when you feel you insides all tied up in knots? When you felt so anxious you forgot your own name? The time you were so messed up that you didn’t even bother if the world collapsed? The pathetic feeling you get when you realized no one stood by you?

Well, Hey! Welcome to my life! Every day, it’s like I’m fighting a battle all by myself. I know, I’ve got my friends, but who am I to bother them with all my little problems, so insignificant to them. I’m not one to rely on others, I don’t like to. Why? Because I’ve been hurt by the person I used to trust, I can’t even comprehend how I should rely on others once again.

Ugh! All that useless negatives are better not be piling up inside me! With all the pressure and stress from work, from school, piano… etc. I just don’t think I have enough confidence to walk through this… well let’s just say, storm.

Everyday it’s the same. Hardcore studying; mugging for exams; endless hours sat facing the piano, playing that same’ole piece, that particular part I’ll never get right; wishing upon a star (?) hoping for a better tomorrow, for a greater start; thinking about everything I’ll be able to do after exams; listening to YouTube Artist, wishing that one day, I’ll be able to sing as well as them, and cover music as well. Yes, that’s what I do every single day. Nothing spectacular.

On the slightly better note, it’s been less hectic, that is, life. Arranged study meetings with my cousins, with the slight craziness in between. Messed up sleeping patterns, due to exams, which probably would not turn out well. Recently picked up Guitar, for fun, music, knowledge, and basically because I enjoyed it. Fun time slacking around at home when I should be studying. And not to forget, all that excitement I get from just thinking about Anime/Manga. Wow.

That’s about all, folks? XD
Well just wanted to add, I’ve been looking forward to getting myself a whole new earpiece, and a headphone! *Yay!* Not to forget, my long awaited PERSONAL GUITAR!! YESSS! And well, thanks blog! For always being there for me, to listen to me rant about all the shit in life, but not complaining once. Thanks.


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