Whats the point of me actually typing out tons of post-outs, when clearly, I don't even have the courage to face the facts, or worst, to even post them. I feel so ridiculous. I mean, I've typed an exact of 12 post outs, in the past week, and yeah, you guessed it right, I was too much of a coward, of an idiot, to click the 'save' than to the 'post', which was what I supposedly was to click. Damn. I hate feeling so bloody useless, like some 'fallen out of place' retard that feels... I don't know? Retard? Ugh. I'm not sure why the hell do I go onto blogger every single day and type at least one, perhaps two, or three post, yet! I blatantly forgo that, and cower out of doing so. Tell me, whats the point then? What's the use?