Some ‘interesting’ updates on life, in my otherwise boring one.
To kick things off, well exams are over. (Rejoice! NOT!) Mid-terms maybe over, but the bigger hurdle is oncoming. Can’t just relax.
-Piano exam
-‘O’ level exam MT in May!
-‘O’ level exam in November
-hardcore guitar lessons
And guess what?! I’m wasting my life off playing Maple! Goodness! .__. It’s just a week away from the MT paper, and what have I been doing? I really should stop procrastination. ):

Secondly, I’ve been attending concerts. Lots and lots of them. (my money:( ) Late night concerts, music concerts, vocal concerts, choir concerts, etc.

Thirdly, it seems that recently, ‘time’ is not playing nice. (as if it ever did.) I always seem to have not enough time to do what’s important. (okay, exclude me playing maple and going for concerts.) Well on the brighter side of things, just today, I went for the concert at NAFA. Met Joanne Peh, and well, I took a photo with her. HEhe. It’s not everyday you see a star right? Okay maybe its not that great. But still… Oh, and the bloody concert.. it was full of world famous pianist, conductors, singers. Sigh, the irony of life.

Fourthly, I’ve been sick. (well it always happens after exams.) But this time, it’s not pleasant. Not one bit. Falling in and out of sleep, a heavy head, blurry eyesight, and running nose. Yep, my everyday symptoms. (: Please just let me be alright for my exams. ><

Lastly, I’m kinda of moving towards the music side in life. Not much jobs available, if you ask me. I don’t even know what to do in life. Sigh. I’m just pathetic. Just. It’s not much but I want to debut in Youtube! Yay! (applause) Gonna start with covers, and then originals. (: Hehe. Just one. Only that one song, will I not sing. The memories that go with it. (you know, like in a movie, when something happens, there’s always this background music… Yeah.)
Yup, it’s like 12plus in the morning. I’m tired. 2days of not sleeping well, it’s kicking in. Yup. Notice the horrible English in this post-out. My inability to string coherent words together, plus my inability to think straight. Add them, and you get this. *smiles*

And yes, I’m going to end this with a short ‘emo’ part to it.
No, I’m not over you. I’m just still pretending. Because it still hurts too much to let it out, to show that I care. I’m not who you think I am. I’m not strong enough to shoulder the fall. It’s not within my abilities to manage everything that’s happening. I’m sorry?