I’m not going to back down, at least not now. Not when everyone looks down on me. I’m going to prove them wrong! I got to stand up on my own, and lead my life. (Or… something along these lines.) You know, it’s kind of like I’m starring out into the night sky, just somehow, I let my mind wonder, I reflect on the many things that happened. I let my mind wonder about you. Wishing that every day, I’m not the one walking alone; I’m not the idiot that smiles alone, thinking about the good ‘ole memories we shared; at least give me some credit, for everything we’ve been through.
It’s stupid, yes, I know. (Don’t rub it! ><) I’m stupid. I let the best things go, I make the worst choices, I fucked up my entire life. Stupid or what? Like seriously, what am I doing? Why am I doing this? I just want to fall into a hole, deep, and avoid all the shit life throws. Pfft. Like that, is ever gonna happen.
Well, I’ve changed my blogskin. (again.) My computer went, *BING BANG CRASH CLING BOOM BAM POOF* while I was editing my blog, Wow. And yes, everything disappeared, (Woohoo! Claps.) Plus, a white blogskin? (Nah, not me.) It’s not really my colour…