I swore upon so many things, I made promises to the many different people. But till the end, everything and everyone left. What promises are there left to keep? Well even if I did, who do I uphold these promises to? I said I wouldn’t leave, that I’ll wait. But who do I wait for? Who am I actually hoping to meet after all these years? Could be anyone, but you. Ironic eh?

I miss you. Can you even imagine how much I’m missing you? I wished I never did love you, never once met you. I wished I didn’t care. Before everything else falls out, before I lay shattered… Don’t give me false hopes. No promises made. Just as friends. Because I know how much it hurts to feel left out, to feel forgotten, and to be a part of your history.

If I could fall back in time, I’ll wish that our paths didn’t cross, that I’ll have never met you. As only then, would we both be happier right now. It may be my wishful thought, but I really wished that none of this ever happened. I said that I wouldn’t regret any of this, I guess… all that talk was all for nought. Things between us as well. Guess not. You’ll never see this, you’ll never know. But always I’ll end it with, a “just in case…” in hopes that you’ll someday see it. Not this time, it’s not going to be the same.

It’s just as if, you’re a fairytale, a figure so far away. Like the million stars in the nights sky, yet all that I can see is that one particular star, that shines the brightest! (Okay, I know my description sucks, live with it!)

I guess this time it’s goodbye. It's the end of a fairytale, the end of the chapter. A new start...