I should have never let you in, never have let my guard down. After you stepped in to my life, you brought my happiness; I never thought I’ll have. But you left, and drain them from me once again. I used to have a hard façade, a strong exterior. I left my guard down, let you step in, have your fun, and leave. It’s hard to keep up with the things that are all happening. I can’t keep my strong exterior, it’s like taking off a mask, to show a broken down, weak person beneath the hard façade.

It’s all overflowing. The hurt, the pain, the tears. I can’t seem to put up another façade to lie to the world, everything crumbling. I should never have let you in, ever.

Fuck. Why must I be so weak?!