It's hard to weigh our friendship against the consequences.
I don't want you to hate me.. But I just can't live without anything to lean on. I don't want to lose all that we have right now.

Things are so messed up, in our lives. I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't like the way I feel, but everything just comes back to me, everything. I want everything back to normal. Things the way they were, just like they used to. I don't know. All I know, is that I don't want to hurt you.. Again. I don't wish to expreience that same pain, nor to hurt you more than I already have.

There is just so much that I want, from you. So much that I feel for us. Nothing works out prefectly. In the end, we'll just end up where we started.. Strangers.