I’ve never been comfortable being too attached to anything. Experience had taught me enough to understand that what I’m infinitely sure of today may not be so tomorrow. I keep my distance and built up walls for its true when they say what’s not close cannot hurt.

I should have seen this coming. If I haven’t let down my defenses I could have.

This… breath-holding isn’t new, but its still getting a little too much for me to take.

I single-handedly brought this upon myself.

I screwed myself over (yet again).