I'll never trust you, or anyone again. I can't bear the pain all by myself. I can't bloody stand up to all the hurt! YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ONE BIT! DON'T PRETEND YOU DO!

Everything up till now, I've held it in. I've held it for so many years, so many bloody years. I don't think I can hold it in much longer, it's bursting to let out, I'm tired of the pain.