I think the problem lies with me, I just can’t seem to decide on anything. I just can’t seem to get over the past. The past hurts, but we can all choose to run from it, of face it. I chose to run away from my problem. I don’t believe I have the strength and courage to face up to my past, to my problem.

Well, on a side note, I (still) am sick. It probably doesn’t matter now, I’ll pull through somehow. Generally, life these days, are hustling, and extreme to some points. School work, has been piling up like some mountain, with the increasingly amounts of Mathematics in that shitload. Choir, progress is rather slow, or rather, Very slow. SYF is in like 6 weeks(?) I seriously wonder how are we going to pull through this ordeal. Piano, lessons are kind of rushed, because of the time constrain, I had to sacrifice practice time for studies. Also, not to mention, Guitar lessons are bombarding me. The heavy schedule I have on my hands, it’s a wonder how I managed my time.