I can’t seem to get any work done, while feeling so emotionally disturbed. I refuse to let anyone help me, because I know, I need to help myself first. But how? It’s not even a year since you passed away, and now he… Both of you, my closet and dearest relative. How can I remain calm, and composed under these circumstances? How can I still be so positive? How can I not shed a tear, and pretend to be indifferent?
I can’t make it to Malaysia today, Milestone test is just next week, I have to stay in Singapore to study. Going there, chances are I’ll not be able to get any work done. Even now, it’s already posing as a problem. I need some time to compose myself. I’m Sorry, and Thank You for Everything you’ve done for us.
(May you rest in peace.)