I’ve never really had you. Of course, I’ve come close. I’ve had nights when as I thought of you, I was almost certain that you were also thinking of me. But as time went by, you started to let go. And it was at this same exact time that I grabbed on even tighter, assuring myself that ‘we’ would happen. So here I am, and so many years have been wasted on you. So many tears have been cried. And as I look at you, I can’t help but think.. Did you ever care at all?