OK, please pardon that sentence. My results were not up to my expectations, and its a hell lot worst than I thought. As I got back my papers, one by one, it just felt as if I'm falling deeper and deeper into nowhere. The mixed feelings of hurt, pain, regret, and the dissatisfaction, which by any means, my English standard is unable to describe any.
Or simply,
CURSE THE DAMN EXAMS! CURSE THE CRAPPY RESULTS! DAMN THIS WHOLE THING!