... and the worst has yet to come.
I'll endure this for just a bit longer. Just a little.
It's painful. It hurts. It is not a bad as losing you. It feels empty, still. What is there to fill up the void in my heart, that once occupies you, and him? What is there for me to look forward to, if all i see ahead is darkness? Where is the light that shines, in all darkness?

Tell me;
What hurts more? Losing you, or losing myself?
Or so, follow heart, or follow mind?