Each time I think of you, it hurts so much that I start to cry...

You don't even know what it feels like to have to hide your feelings, from the one you care so much about, from the one you badly want comfort from… You don't understand my predicament. You never will. True, I love him, even now, I still do… That’s one. You are like a part of me, someone I can’t live without. It's torture to have to surpass your feelings for someone. ‘Cuz I can never let him know how I truly feel about him… It’s because I know where I stand, that is why it hurts.