The thing is, that it is never too easy nor too hard. It will always be somewhere in the middle. Hanging on the side, wasting it away.
Maybe it's better like this, without you. I just need to get used to this, loneliness. I don't think I'll ever get over you, or even him. Sorry, say I'm greedy, or what, but I need both. You both are equally important, more than anything else.
I miss you. I miss him. I miss the times we shared together. When will I see you again? Where will we meet the next time? Will we still be strangers like we used to?