I've been trying to put pieces of my heart together all this while.
The broken pieces of you and me.
Its been a good 2years that we haven seen each other, or even spoke to each other.
Perhaps its nothing to you, but to me, its totally crushing me inside-out.

If ever, ever, that you get to read this blog. Can I ask something of you?
Can I see you once again? You may have your GF, have your life. A life that I don't know. I don't know a thing about you. But, I want to know. I want to know more about you.
I swear, here on this blog, that this will be my first, and my last time that I'll ever fall in love; that you'll be the first and the last person I'll ever love.

I want to bury this past, and write out a better future.
Why is it so hard to forget someone? Why cant I forget you?
I'm sorry. Because, I love you.
That's why I want you to be happy; I want to be with you to share your happiness.
Impossible wish, eh? Yeah, I know... I'm sorry.
Despite all that has changed over the past years, the one thing the will never change, is my love for you.
I'll still love you, even if you don't. Even if everyone tells me not to.


I've had enough of this, "I'm fine." crap. I've had enough.
I don't care anymore. Even if I'm not, you wont care. I wont either.
为什么我会在这里自暴自弃？
我真的很没用； 很失败；很笨。
对不起。都怪我，是我的错。