I think I've gotten the hang of this.
Faking this smile, making life seems, well, GREAT!
Yet, deep inside, is a dark past; a dark secret.

Yep.
Its the same as usual, but better.
Laughing along in the crowd.
Doing stupid things with everyone.
Joining in all the retarded-ness.

Why?
'Cuz I don't want my pals to worry.
'Cuz I don't want to burden anyone.
'Cuz I don't want to trouble anyone.
'Cuz I just want to lose myself in the joy, and laughter of others.
'Cuz I cant forget how painful it is.
'Cuz that's life for me.

Living without life... Just my style.