So much.
There is so much things happening around me.
I cant comprehend any of it anymore.
I'm so tired, exhausted.

New Year is coming...
Yet, inside... I don't have any mood for festivals.
Its not your fault. I know.
I'm not blaming you. Nor do I want your sympathy.
Its enough for me already to know that someone out there is reading this, and understands me.
I don't one any one to pity me. Its not worth it.
I've had enough. Enough!

All I feel now is sadness, pain, regret.
Where did all the feelings of joy go to?
When did I lose myself?