Just remembered something.
This day, a few a nice 5 years ago, I was chatting happily with you.
Chatting about some very random things-games, toys, favorites, etc...
By as the years go by, we talked less often.
The distance also began to drift further and further away.
It soon became awkward between us. (this was roughly around the time I confessed.)
You ignored me, once. I was afraid that things could not go back to the way it used to.
I know its impossible to go back to the way it used to be... But, I secretly wished for it to happen.

I don't know how to act normally in front of you anymore.
Before you, I'll get very nervous, I wont know how to just be myself.
I'll be overly self-conscious... That I'll start acting weird.
Just how much do you mean to me? Just how much do I mean to you?