I feel like I'm falling.
A free fall into the darkness.
I don't dare to ask for help.
I don't dare to reach out for help.
Am afraid, I'll just pull you down together with me.

Its a pity. I know.
I'm just falling deeper and deeper into the darkness.
Falling so deep, that I've lost all sense.
It feels great to be afraid.
Its exhilarating to feel the pain.