Its no use.
Once.
Twice.
Trice.
Again and again.
Time after time.
It just repeats itself. Nothing changes.
Counting down.... How many years had it been?
1? 2? 3? or was it 6? or 7?
6 years, and counting.
My chances? Its getting lower, and lower by each passing day...
I don't even want to wish for anything anymore.
Whats the point? The results are the same after all.
No matter what I do, its still the same. I'll never change-probably.
Its been so long. How long more? I don't know. I don't want to either.
It'll hurt. I'm sure, it'll hurt alot. I might not even be able to stand the pain.
I'll..... just.... suffer.